I was in Miles City a second time that fall, and that time one of the boys with the outfit got sick, and I nursed him in a hotel room until he died in my arms. He was not a real cowboy. He had been a bookkeeper for the president of the company in St. Paul, and he came out to Montana for his health. He had t.b., bad. He had been at the ranch a few months when he got so sick the old man brought him in town and left him there, and he said to the rest of us: "One of you ought to stay with him." He looked right at me, and I said I would stay.
He only lived a week, but that week in that hotel room was the worst I ever went through. He kept having hemorrhages, blood all over everything, and I took newspapers and spread them on the bedclothes and on the floor. He did not want me to leave him for a minute. We were just two boys in a strange land, but the people at the hotel were as kind as could be. . . .
After I had been there with the kid a week, Mr. Fuller came down one night to see him and he told me: "You'd better go to bed." I hadn't been to bed all that time, only slept in a chair once in awhile, because he wouldn't sleep unless he could lay his head on my arm. So I went and laid down in another room. About midnight Mr. Fuller came for me and said: "You'd better come in now. He's asking for you." I guess he knew he was going. So I went back where he was, and he wanted to know if I would lay down beside him and let him rest his head on my shoulder. In a few minutes he mumbled something about Ethel, his sister I think, and then he was gone.
It put me right up in the air. I went down to the bar to get a drink. There was a captain there that I knew, from Fort Keogh. He was dressed in civilian clothes, with a hard hat on, and he took his hat off and his coat off and gave them to me and said: "You go for a walk and get some fresh air." So I went out, but I went to a honky-tonk the first damn thing -- trying to get it off my mind.
They shipped him out the next day to Boston.
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"They Pointed Them North" was one of the first books my Dad read to us, along with "Trails Plowed Under" by Charlie Russell. When I re-read it, as an adult, I was so surprised at some of the stories, because I didn't remember how tough they were. We even had a horse named Teddy Blue, a blue roan; my Dad's favorite mount for 10 years.
ReplyDeleteIt's hard to imagine anyone coming to Montana for their health, isn't it? In my experience, living here can be a little hazardous to one's health...
I know it was common, for tuberculosis patients to come north to dry weather, but in the dead of the Montana winter, I always wonder about what they thought of the "cure".
Yep, that's one of the things I most like about that book ... the way it's so matter-of-fact, telling the stories the way he remembered them, without sugar-coating or trying to be politically correct. You get the sense that you're reading about the way Montana really was -- a tough world. (And to an extent, the way it still is ...)
ReplyDeleteIt's pretty cool that your father read those books to you ... I think it's so important in life to develop a sense of "place" for oneself, and that was a perfect way to help do it.
And I know a lot of people went west for their health back then ... though I agree with you: if I'd been that kid, I would have high-tailed it for Arizona! But we don't know his whole story, of course; all I know is that those paragraphs continue to break my heart.